2 is better than 1

And there... 2 months into being a mother of 2. Pretty hard to imagine before things happened but things developed rather organically. This is how things always are, ain't they?

Mommy loves the fact that Gitt is a reminder of Utt's infancy, and yet Gitt is a boy who is so different from his brother. Mommy loves the fact that when Gitt makes me feel like the milking of my boobies is an endless chore, Utt is making me laugh with his nonsensical tactics. Utt makes me see that the milking is not forever and the infant in my arms will very soon grow to be a fine boy.

Mommy loves the fact that each of you is a reminder to me that time is precious and love is big.

Soon, very soon

This is me with my huge ass tummy at week 36. Just yesterday, didi turned 37 weeks old and is ready to join us any time now!

Before the big change

Things have been evolving since the beginning of 2015.

This is an incredibly busy year for me at  work. The first quarter of the year had been crazy. Aside from the increased work load, there were the trips every fortnight till I was 32 weeks preggy.

And yes being pregnant with an active toddler is at times quite a challenge. Particularly so when the boy is in love with mommy and would like mommy to be doing things for him and with him. And this is not an easy pregnancy, plagued with bouts of morning sickness, sleeplessness, heart burn, and the list goes on. At 36 weeks, the house is in a mess undergoing reno and I am keeping my fingers crossed that dd with stay in there for a few more weeks, at least till the house is ready.

At this moment, mommy is wishing to be able to spend more time with #1. The guilt of sharing mommy time with dd when he arrives is killing me.

Things will be different